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God, I’m sorry… Break me if you have to… Do what it takes to make me more like you… refine me.. This world has so much heartache and bitterness.. And I am so imperfect and wretched… You are the only one that gives a reason and purpose to my life.. You’ve given Your all yet I’m having a hard time giving my all…
I need Your grace.. I’ve been seeking love at the wrong places and from people.. which they can’t give or compare to what I needed… I know Lord, that only you can fill this space in my heart… And You already poured it out.. but I’ve been resisting and ignoring and took it for granted..
This song has touched my heart.. I listen to this song every time I feel down so that I’m reminded of God’s love for me.. that in every circumstance He is with me and will never leave me..
He is the friend that I neglected yet still stay, and be the first to be there for me when the people that I hoped to be there isn’t…
"the greatest gift that you can give is your TIME… couldn’t expound more."
Funny, must-watch!!! Be blessed, guys!
Time to plan but I hope this time I’ll follow through

I know that I have a lot of things to do. And I have this tendency not able to do anything because my mind is all over the place. So I decided last night to write down all my responsibilities and tasks. This is my attempt to be productive and efficient.
Actually, my planning is not done yet so I am hoping that I can finish it today or maybe tomorrow. My hope right now though is that I will follow through with my plan because most of the time, I am just good during the start. I am so good with the planning and at the beginning but I sometimes don’t finish it. So I am hoping that I will complete what I started and finish with excellence. Oh yeah!
Enjoy your Sunday everyone! :) God’s grace be with us all!
Scared to share my blog
I find it hard to share my blog to people I know.. It becomes hard to really express my self because now I am conscious what they will think about it and what they will think about me. I just want this blog to be shared to people I do not know and does not know me because I feel free to write that way.
I have somehow impress to my self that this is where I will share what I think and how I feel. Hmmmm.. What will I do? Should I make another blog for work and this one for personal? Or the other way around. Hmmm..
Anyway, that’s it for now. Hopefully, I’ll figure out what to do soon. Maybe a time will come that I will not mind what people think and I will continue to express my self here. Haha! Let’s see.
Thank You for sticking up with me. Your love has overtaken me.
I love You, My King, My Dad…

Hush…
Dec. 3, 2009 by SummerSnow
I want to lean on You but why are you giving me strength to hold on to?
I want to let go but somehow I can hear You say,”go on… you’ll stop until I AM done with you”…
I worry, I strive, I doubt, I question, I had fail You… “I AM building you…” is what I hear…
Lord, why?… “because I love you”
change my heart of stone into flesh that beats for You…
“from the beginning of time, your heart was already Mine…”
I want to love You… not this… far away from You… “you are in My hand”
when will this stop? “until it’s time”
but… what if they wouldn’t understand… “this is about you and Me”
I used to know these things, what is happening to me?…”if only you can see what I see… lovely…”
help me to wait on You… “hush… It’s all Me…”
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This was my blog entry a long time ago. This blog site was shared by 4 girls who longs for more of Him. One of that is me.
This entry is so true in my heart. A special moment of me and my God. I hope that by sharing this, you’ll be reminded of how good is our God. And I hope that you get to encounter Him also in a very special way.
By the way, you can check it out at http://quadruplets.multiply.com. There are still entries that you can read. For a short while, this blog is where we poured out our hearts.
Enjoy!
Love,
NLM
You’ve searched me, You know my way, even when I fail You.. I know You love me…
Thank You, Lord.